Miheza's Soliloquy

The feeling of not being wanted is always a sad feeling. One that brings watery eyes to even the toughest of people. Again, I felt that feeling. A feeling I dont quite understand, but feel a lot. My mother often gives me this feeling, especally when she drops me off at my grandmother's house without reason. The feeling worsens when I overhear a conversation saying that I am more then an unwelcomed guest. A deep pain dwells in my throat, growing larger by the minute, making it hard to breathe. My eyes tear up in the corners, but never fall. There is no reason to this. This feeling has no explination, just a deep, painful sadness.

The feeling of being unwanted. A feeling I dont understand.

-Mika

I'm rather TICKED OFF to say that my site (Pastel Fingerpaints, MysticTiger Studios, Survival Guide) will no longer be hosted at their current place.

This is the third move. After Freewebs came 1asphost, then finally I thought I found the perfect host "Noads.biz".. Well, guess what? They're closing. Thanks a freakin' lot for that. Is there no more good hosts that DONT spam up with ADS? Are we all forced to look for money for our own sites? Seems like it. There is no more good free hosts?

I wanted to make this a looong rant, but my brain is tired..

Now, i'm off to TEMPORARILY host the sites at Freewebs again while I make the move to awardspace.. Wish me luck!

So, yesterday, I picked up my Budgies. I was originally going to get two "rare" budgies, but I ended up getting two "normal" budgies. I dont regret it at all. (Who cares about Color? Personality is the thing you need to look for =D)

So, yesterday, I brought them home. They pretty much stayed in the same spot ALL day. My Blue one started eating a little (only when I tricked him to the food dish, though). When I covered up the cage at night, they were quiet. Until 3:00am in the morning. All the sudden, the Green one had a panic attack and flew all over the cage, knocking over food, hitting toys, hitting the other bird and making him fly.. and being a general annoyance. I thought my cat had jumped up and was playing with the cage. Turns out, nothing was bothing him (I think he was doing it for attention).

This morning, when I opened the cage, they were as quiet and unmoving as ever. All day yesterday (even when we brought them home and put them in the cage) they didn't make a sound. Despite how much of a character the green one was at the store (he was ringing the bell, throwing food, hanging upside down and generally trying to get my attention) he didn't even as much as eat a seed. BUT, this morning, as I was sitting at my computer writing this.. One of them Chirped! I'm so happy! It's nice to hear a bird, since my house is so quiet.. (ESPECALLY since i'm used to hearing birds outside my window, but now it's too cold for them. ;_;) I hope he'll speak again, lets hope so. -n_n-

Oh, and I said "green one" and "blue one" because.. well.. they have no names yet! Please help me name them! n_n

~Miheza

P.S.- He just chirped again!! =D

Hiyas, all. =D MT here, just.. er.. Posting?

I really have nothing new to post (which kinda stinks).. but! I have a plan! I picked this up from NeonDragon (I hope she doesn't kill me.. n_n;)

I'm going to do 100 art pieces based on a word. For example, "084. Missing". I would draw something that displays something "missing". See? I'm going to do random pieces. Mostly from my own novels, but maybe some fanart thrown in.. Look foreward to this!


Lots of huggles! =D Keep watching for more later.

~MT

Hello, everyone out there! =D

My name is Miheza, but feel free to call me Mika or MT. I'm a learning manga artist, as well as an improving anime artist. I also create video games, build websites, and run a RolePlaying site called Dragon Keepers: Chronicles of Tanshin. Ontop of all that, I am a writer. I have currently wrote no full novels, but am working on doing so soon.

Please keep watching me! I'll post some art and works as I finish them! Visit my site to see more!

~MT